There’s a dead opossum in the walls of this newly built house.
They cannot be located but by the smell of their passing life
Trapped, sleeping, while the insulation, wallboard, tape, and paint
Were urgently applied to get the job done.
It will take a smashing and drilling and ripping of the walls
To get to the remnants of the carcass
That is causing a persistent suffering stench
Permeating this newly built house.
Conscious, intentional, and perceptible harm may cause immediate and maybe even ineradicable results,
but that harm
is there, available to be raged at, to be swung at, to run from, to apply bandages to, to tell someone about, to seek support for, to choose a reaction to,
Before the studs go in And the insulation is sprayed. And the wallboard tacked and taped And the coats of paint applied.
It’s the harm that arises from the dying opossum in the walls of the house that lies in wait, hidden from consciousness, that, at its inception, cannot be
(because of politeness, PCness, need-to-be-lovedness, a need to survive)
raged at, swung at, run from, bandaged, spoken about, soothed, or reacted to.
It is the harm from preverbal imprints, childhood violence, or subtle emotional manipulations, silent neglect, subtle sarcasm, lifelong lies, or constant diminishment;
Or even more,
The insidious carcasses buried in the foundations of lives, families, societies, genders, races, cultures and karmas, genderism, racism, classism, culture-ism, faith-ism, lookism, ageism, privilege, dominance, slavery, supremacy, competition, ignorance, egoism;
It is these hidden or forgotten harms that are initially unseen and seemingly impossible to root out. Because they are imbedded in the foundations of the skyscrapers of lives, and the ways of living that sustain faith in permanence, and drive the fear of its loss.
Could these be the seed of harm?
- Eternal life is the promise of religion,
- “Long lasting” is the gold standard for things, relationships, occupations, wealth, deodorant,
- Endurance is the epitome of the idea of physical well being and emotional strength.
Threats to existence or the ideas of a permanent existence, Stir up fear, aggression, jealousy, hatred, and attachment; The ingredients for a perfect, permanent concrete mix To conceal the rotting carcasses of harm.
What would happen if faith in
replaced desire for
Would the wallboard crumble?
Would the studs rot away,
Would the foundation dissolve?
Would the source of the insufferable stench be revealed?
Would we ever harm again?